I was telling someone the other day, the only guys I have ever dated have been online. First there was Morris. I broke up with him, after 9 months of being togather) then came Derek, him and I started making plans to get married, but then he died after 2 1/2 months of dating. I stayed single for 10 months, that was till about 3 weeks ago, till I meet Arthur.
A nice, wonderful, guy who reminds me of Derek, he like myself, have been through some trouble spots in ours lives. So, I am gonna try this love thing, again. Let's see how it works this time, hopefully if all goes well, I can make it to the altar.
I don't think I could handle another break-up, or having to burry another fiance'. It's just to plan painful.
To those who think its too soon to be dating again. It's not, not for me at least. It is something I have prayed about. And I know that Derek wants me to move on and most importantly be happy. And getting married and starting a family, would be just that for me. I know I said, I would wait for him, but I think Derek wants me to go on with life, and going on with life means, going a head and getting married.
Today, as I was playing music from my compture, I cam across this song, called, Strangers Like Me, from the Diseny Movie Trazan.
Whatever you do,
I'll do it tooShow me everything
and tell me how
It all means something
And yet nothing to me I can see there's so much to learn
It's all so close and yet so far
I see myself as people see me
Oh, I just know there's something
bigger out thereI wanna know, can you show me
I wanna know about these
strangers like me
Tell me more, please show me
Something's familliar about these
stransgers like me
Every gesture, every moe
that she makes
Makes me feel like never before
Why do I have
This growing need to be beside her
Ooo, these emotions I never knew
Of some other world far beyond this place
Beyond the trees, aboe the clouds
I see before me a new horizon
I wanna know, can you show me
I wanna know about these strangers
like meTell me more, please show me
Something's familiar about these
strangers like me
Come with me now to see my world
Where there's beauty beyond your dreams
Can you feel the things I feel
Right now, with you
Take my hand
There's a world I need to know
I wanna know, can you show me
I wanna know about these strangers
like meTell me more, please show me
Something's familiar about these strangers
like me...
I wanna know
Okay, so why the song? Because, with this new realtionship, there is soo much to learn. Right now in a sense, both of our famlies are strangers to each other(that is till the meet each other). I know that if I take his hand, he can show me the way. He can show me beauty beyond my dreams. (Something I have dream about all to often) But I also know that inside we are the same.. that is human.
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