Thursday, March 29, 2012

5 years!

Today marks 5 years since my bestfriend died. It didn't really hit me of the death day till I remember the date and that it was my sister's birthday and her nephew's too! It amazes me how much time does fly. And as it flies we are growning. It's not till we stop and look at where we were and where we are now do we see how much we have grown. And how eventually the pain of his death does fade to dull and I now remember more of the good and the promises and things that were taught then the saddness with his death.

I guess that's how it's suppose to be. Death never meant to be sad but a new beginning.

In the last 5 years, my testimony has grown-because of that I am willing to share it more, because of my friend's challenge. I have grown for a love of the temple-now I am a temple worker and loving every minute of it. I am bless with a wonderful husband who loves me for me and understands me. I have graduated from College something I thought that I never would do. I have meet many people. My family has grown. I have gained a deeper understanding for the love of the gospel and the plan of salvation. And that heaven really isn't that far way. I have learn that when one door closes, there's usually a window to go out and new door to go through.

Death gives us experiences that we otherwise wouldn't have. People are placed in our lives at certain time sometimes for a season, for a moment, or forever. The Lord know's what he's doing even if we don't. Just gotta trust.

Life is what we make it. We can either make lemonade or make lemon juice.

Now to just apply this positive vibe to my job more. the Job is what we make it, better make good!

Happy Birthday!

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

The 2nd

Today makes two years that I married my wonderful husband.
Happy 2nd Anniversary! I love you!

Thursday, March 1, 2012

February was gone in a flash.

It's been way to long since I last wrote. The month of February was a long month. I celebrated my 26th birthday and My parents came for a visit. We had a lot of fun. Played games, went out to eat, went shopping and got to go to this really cool theater. Where they have Lounge chairs that are big and comfy and you can prop your feet back and lean back and watch a movie! It was really cool. We saw Man on a Ledge. Pretty good clean movie. I like it it!

At the end of January I join Brittany M's team for selling Mary Kay. I haven't sold much. But then again I really haven't had a lot of time. I have been really busy working. When I am not working I am at the temple, when I am not there I am cleaning my house or sleeping. It's amazing how fast the week goes by. But I am loving every bit of it.

For those reading the blog, no the Dean4's aren't expecting anytime soon. ;)

February also made 18 years since I was baptized into the church. What a great blessing it's brought my life and more so for my future family as well.

It's hard to believe that in just a few days John and I will celebrate our second wedding anniversary can't believe how much time has flown.

Makes me think of the country song, "Don't Blink" by Kenny Cheseny some of the song goes... Don't blink
Just like that you're six years old and you take a nap and you
Wake up and you're twenty-five..... Naw, don't blink
Life Goes Faster Than You Think...

Makes me think about how when I was 14, I wanted nothing more than to be 18 years old. I thought that's when life would start. Boy was I wrong. My theme song then was, "I am in Hurry" by Alabama. Not so much in a hurry any more. There's no rush to getting old, it'll happen when it suppose to.